Several times in my life I had the opportunity to meet women who were simply perfect according to my taste. They had beautiful feet, were pretty, shapely and sexy, I had great conversations with them and spent great time with them.
Unfortunately, after a short time it turned out that we were not compatible with each other. We broke off contact and I looked for another woman, although sometimes I had this perfect girl in my head for quite a long time.
After a longer time it turned out that I was lucky because I did not try to continue the acquaintance or relationship by force. I would only waste time, experience negative emotions and spend money unnecessarily.
My good advice for you, my friend: Don't waste time. Time is the most precious thing and we will never get it back.
You think about this girl, that you see in her everything that other women don't have.
Probably this relationship has not been fulfilled. It means that you were not together long enough to get bored with each other, to experience difficult moments and test each other.
If something happened and it turned out that you are not compatible in such a short time, it means that after a longer time you would experience a real drama.
Some say that in a relationship you have to "run in" like a new engine in a new car.
My over fifty years of life experience says that it makes absolutely no sense.