My story. My first blowjob.

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When I was 14 years old, I went to a village in Ukraine. There I had several friends, my peers, two girlfriends and three guys-friend. We walked there, gathered on a bench in the evenings. The bench was just at my grandmother's yard, on it and all gathered. And I remember one evening we were sitting on a bench in six, and a man passed by, well, a guy such, already adult, well, a man can be said. I don't remember if he asked for a cigarette or if we offered, but I remember that he sat down with us and picked up a guitar, we had a guitar, and he even played a few songs. We treated him like an adult, I was 14, and he was 32, as it turned out later. He was more than twice my age, older than I had even lived. I didn't go home for a long time, and I could sit on the bench for a long time, because the bench was near our yard, and I could only hear people shouting "Marina" from the yard, and I would shout back, "I'm here." And then I could sit there. In general, somewhere in 22:30 friends began to disperse, well children 13-14 years old... and I was left to sit with this adult guy and another my friend. Then and the friend left, already somewhere in 23:30 she was called home. Well, we were left together with this adult guy. And at that time, we were already smoking cigarettes, I was freely sitting smoking with this guy, and in addition to all this, I took and showed him on the phone my various videos, which I myself shot, which I downloaded from the Internet, and among other videos, there was a porn video, how a girl gives a blowjob. I don't even know why I downloaded it... The guy looked at this video, and suddenly looked at me and asked: "Have you done this before?". Naturally, I replied that no, and I had not even seen a penis yet. Then he said very seriously that I had to try it, otherwise my parents would find out tomorrow morning that I had been smoking cigarettes and that I had porn on my phone. I was very scared, I was shaking, I was really scared. At first, I took it as a joke, just as intimidation and as bullying for the sake of laughter, but he didn't stop saying that he would tell his parents, that I would no longer be allowed to go out, that they would take away my phone. And in general, I was very afraid of this, I asked him not to tell his parents, I asked for forgiveness, I said that I would delete the porn, that I would not smoke anymore, I begged him to let me go, to let me go home. I suddenly realized very clearly that it was useless. Then I told him that I agreed, but on one condition, that he would not tell anyone. His eyes lit up, and he swore that we'd forget about it right away, and no one would find out. Then I got up from the bench, looked around in the dark, into the courtyard, to make sure no one was coming, and listened for any sounds. I asked him, whose name was Maxim, how to do it, but I didn't know what to do because I'd never done it before. He said it was nothing special, pulled down his pants about 20 centimeters, sat down on a bench, he already had a stake, and said "Just lick and kiss as you can." It seemed to me that for a long time, maybe five minutes, I could not decide to take it in my mouth, and he persuaded me all the time and said: "Take it, don't be shy, it's okay, you'll have to do it many times in your life anyway. And I will be pleased that I was the first one in your mouth.". In short, I put it in my mouth, just the head at first, just to see what it tasted like, if it was disgusting, and what it was all about... I don't remember exactly what I was doing - whether I was sucking or licking the head, I don't remember, but I do remember that he was breathing very loudly, and I kept looking up at him in the dark, making sure no one was approaching. In short, the feeling was that I was just helpless, it was a hopeless situation, I was scared, I had a strong shiver, I was shaking very hard, just shaking. After all, I'm 14, and I'm on my knees in front of a 32-year-old man, and I have his cock in my mouth, a huge cock, and just half an hour ago, there was no indication of such a situation. I remember how he took his cock out of my mouth about seven or eight times, and he said, "Shh, shh, wait..." It wasn't until much later that I realized he was doing this to prolong his orgasm and enjoy it more. He would hold my head and use his hands to guide my mouth, but I couldn't take him deep. I couldn't fit it all in my mouth, my cheekbones were hurting, I couldn't breathe, and the feeling of this hot, pulsating, sliding cock in my mouth was completely new to me, but I did the best I could. It lasted maybe 25 minutes in total, I don't know, it seemed that way to me. I sat and thought when it would end, in general, how much it needed to be done, how much time, I just didn't understand... Then he said in a choppy voice: "Marinka, I'm going to cum now...", I wanted to take my cock out of my mouth and ask what it means, in general, how to understand it, but I was only halfway there, a little sperm got into my mouth anyway, the rest was just pouring over my chin, neck, T-shirt... And I remember the taste of the cum from that time and for the rest of my life. I spat it out, of course. I sat on the bench next to him, and I asked again: "Are you sure you won't tell anyone?" He swore that he wouldn't tell anyone. It was the first time I had seen him that evening. The next day, I found out that he worked as a physical education teacher at the school. We sat on the bench for about half an hour, and he asked me to do it again. I refused categorically, so he asked me to just jerk him off with my hand. I could feel that he was still aroused and shaking. I don't remember my feelings at the time, but I didn't even agree; I was forced to do it. I took his penis and started moving my hand quickly up and down, without any unnecessary movements. I remember exactly that my fingers didn't fit together, and I couldn't fully wrap them around him. It lasted for a very long time, probably about 40 minutes. I tried with both hands, but he still didn't come. During this process, he asked me to use my mouth a few times, but I refused, citing the pain in my lips and cheekbones. As a result, I was unable to complete the task.Then he asked me to lie down on the bench with my feet on his stomach, take off my flip-flops, and move closer to him so that there was about 5-6 centimeters of space between my feet and his penis, so that he could touch me I didn't even ask or resist, I just did what he said to make it end faster. That's it, he just started jerking off and using his other hand to fondle my feet. It took about 10-15 minutes, and he came all over my legs. I don't remember how we said goodbye, but I remember that I went home, quickly took a shower outside in the summer shower, went home, and when I undressed to go to bed, I was surprised to find that my underwear was soaked through. I couldn't sleep all night, I was worried and nervous, afraid that he would tell someone. The next day, I was afraid to go outside, I thought everyone already knew and would be pointing at me. But in the evening, as always, my friend came to visit me, and I went out calmly, and we went to the store, and we came back to my bench, and we bought some sunflower seeds and lemonade, and we sat on the bench. I didn't see him that evening, but the next evening he came back. As if nothing had happened, he sat there telling us jokes. That's the story. I know for a fact that every girl has a story like that, where she was forced to do something without her consent, especially at that age, whether it was sucking or fucking... Well, that's what happened to me... He fucked me later, when I was 25 and he was 43. We were reminiscing about that incident, and he said to me: "I'm very pleased that I was the first to fuck your mouth." My son was already 4 years old at the time. But that's a different story...
P.S. The photo was taken on the same bench a year later.